4 different pairs of earrings with the same materials. The colours will be pink and red. Wow, it needed a lot of energy and power to make these 4 pairs in one day. After very intensive making day what have I got? Always to see the outcome and finished shape is so good however, at this moment I don’t have any energy left at all after long day of work. All this exhaustion from making something with my hands should be part of my identity and who I am.
At my bench I don’t even know how many things are going on, how many works need to be done and how I should be able to plan for all to complete. It is good that the overflowing creativity is in me but It could be my bad habit as well. I am flowing with all these forms and trying to find a way to the sea.
“They would say Nirvana is actually the ultimate bliss to recognize your nonself.”
Am I in actual Nirvana then?