It is almost like my power to go to studio everyday. Go to studio and make one. Don’t think too much. Don’t plan too much. Just make it as a habit. Let’s get out of this endless depression with something I can do with a lot of joy. I listen to podcast and youtube a lot about Grit. Habit and Buddhism..
Same studio, same people around, same work I have to make sometimes, however, I feel different.
Why am I doing this? Considering all those years now I realise this is my life. So far I have always the bad side of it for example, I can’t make enough money out of it. I can’t be a great artist. I am not good enough. Why does it have to be something? Can I just enjoy as it is? Just do my task one per day.
Already quite rewarding.